IM BACK!

hey im back...well tis past few days it had been a sad,angry,wild,crazy days....he msg me for the following nite.tat nite was even worst.it was a bad thing tat i slept at my moms room.if i knew it earlier i would hv slept in my own room..n i can ___as much as i want.haish...another swollen eyes the other day.hmm........y cnt he believe tat i reali reali love him?hw 2 prove him?my love for him is nt like the love i had b4.i hv nt run over a guy b4,i hv nt cry over a guy so badly b4,i hv nt fail badly 4 my exams n nt cncerntrate in class bcoz of a guy..u r the onli 1 im over for.u hv reali change me alot dear..

After all the tears and anger.we finali settled it...alhamdulillah....we decided to forget it...well actuali the 2 days of the time off...i tried to avoid frm seeing him(coz tats wat he wanted)..but it was so hard for me nt to see him during the 2 days.its like haish...just cnt stop frm seeing him.hw to make you believe tat u r the onli one i love.my love for u is nt the same wit other guys dear...

Our 3 mth anniversary just past.on the 22,im SOO HAPI tat it ended b4 our anni.finali get to talk n be by his side. :) dont worry k dear..my love for u will nvr fade even if im close wit another guy.close doesnt mean love.pls dont hv wild thinkings k.i will always love you.I WILL.it was the sports carnival during our anni day n sumthing sad n ANGRY thing happened.wan broke his memory card...WTF!wan is nvr satisfied.stil want to take revenge.the past is the past la...stil wan to blame me.watever la wan...u cn scold me n say watever u like abt me but my love for him will always remain.sorry dear bcoz of me u cnt play ur psp...im very very sori.....

well actuali im still plannig wat to buy for him..i still dont noe.i owe him a gift.hmm..well...I MISS HIM!!today was our last day of semester 1.im giong to miss u badly dear..hope you hv a wonderful trip to australia.hv fun ya...muackx.tats all..toodles ;)

I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU